Pelangi Buatku.. (Rainbow For Me)

Salam..

Dalam minggu ni sepatutnya Husna menghabiskan buat perbincangan untuk tesis tetapi lain pula jadinya, pergi kumpul cross klinikal (disebabkan syarat wajib peperiksaan untuk memenuhkan 80% dari buku cross). Letih sangat rasa badan dan berdenyut-denyut kepala. Kekuatan fizikal, mental, fizikal dan emosi sangat-sangat di tuntut. Rasa nak menangis tapi tak dapat tetapi inilah yang perlu dihadapi bagi seorang pelajar tahun akhir yang ingin mendapatkan segolong ijazah. Cabaran yang ditempuhi sudah dapat dijangka daripada kisah-kisah senior yang dulu tetapi bila menghadapinya sendiri baru tahu. Bak kata pepatah, berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu memikul. Dugaan kesibukan tesis dan cross di samping OSCE (peperiksaan klinikal) yang lagi 2 minggu mengunjung tiba menyebabkan terasa kusut sekali. Di samping tuntutan usrah yang bertambah 2 kali seminggu, terasa begitu berat sekali. Astaghfirullah Al Azim.. Ya, Allah aku memohon di permudahkan segala urusan. Amin.. Setiap detik yang indah dan dugaan yang menimpa sepanjang 4 tahun ini ibarat cahaya matahari dan hujan yang silih berganti. Dan diharapkan penghujungnya di kurniakan untukku sebuah pelangi yang indah warnanya (sebagai graduan ijazah sarjana muda kejururawatan yang mengamalkan agama Islam). Amin...

Salam..

In this week, I should finished my research's discussion but looks like I finished the whole week collecting my clinical cross (it is a prerequisite for student nurse in my place to fill 80% of crosses to sit the exam) . I feel very exhausted and I got severe headache recently. Physical, mental, emotional and spiritual strength are really been tested and hope I can survive. Feeling like to cry but there is no other way as this is I need to gone through as a final year student to be graduating. All the obstacles had been expected from the seniors' stories but when I experienced it on my own, I really know how the feeling is. My life very haywire with assignment, crosses and frightful clinical exam that is just around the corner (2 weeks more). Plus I need to go to usrah that would be 2 times a week, felt very burden. Astaghfirullah Al-Azim.. Ya Allah, blessed me and may Allah ease my path. Amin.. Every sweet and sad moments that happen in these 4 years are like sun shine and raining season, the weather that keep changing. Hopefully in the end, I will be gifted with beautiful flying colors of rainbow (to be graduated as a degree nurse that practiced the true Islam). Amin...